I miss my son more than anything in the whole wide world I’d give ANYTHING to be back in this moment with him again. The holidays are so incredibly rough without him. And as hard as I try to hide and conceal my true feelings and emotions about how I feel during the holidays, I lied. but I was not ready to reveal to others that I even had a son because it hurts so so bad inside without him around, it’s been effecting me like crazy and the pain is just too deep and unbearable and overwhelming for to me to discuss. I’m finding myself bursting at the seams scream crying on the floor often for more time with him. And trying to accept ‘it what it is’ gets harder and harder as the years go on. If anyone else is missing their kids this season, you are not alone

I miss my son more than anything in the whole wide world I’d give ANYTHING to be back in this moment with him again. The holidays are so incredibly rough without him. And as hard as I try to hide and conceal my true feelings and emotions about how I feel during the holidays, I lied. but I was not ready to reveal to others that I even had a son because it hurts so so bad inside without him around, it’s been effecting me like crazy and the pain is just too deep and unbearable and overwhelming for to me to discuss. I’m finding myself bursting at the seams scream crying on the floor often for more time with him. And trying to accept ‘it what it is’ gets harder and harder as the years go on. If anyone else is missing their kids this season, you are not alone